Blog 8 Karen Krill

Another amazing week!. I have accomplished so much this week which I credit to “Do It Now”. Most things seem so easy; it’s like I’m flying. If I continue like this, I’ll have all my chores done.

I fell in love with the Master Key exercise this week. Couldn’t relate to the ship, so I decided to think about a novel. What a trip! After 15 minutes, my author’s first copy was being delivered by Fed Ex. There were so many details I had to leave out. (I’d love write this all down with all the side bars.) The details were so clear unlike my conversation with my friend. Interesting –wonder why.

This week has been so packed with computer stuff. I’ve been taking Word,  working with my computer tech and trying to implement all the things I’m learning. I just realized that I can use Word to make a chart to keep track of all the Go90Grow lessons  I do. This is coming from someone who never dreamed she could use the computer things except for Emails and Bookmarks. Part of my DMP includes technology. All of the sudden things are making sense and I know I can to it. THAT IS AMAZING! Without MK I’d still be struggling. Still don’t have my recording complete. We’re putting it together Friday. Hurray! Doing the recording has been the hardest part so far because of the tech issues and I’m learning so much it’s worth all the struggle. I am excited about using it.

I’m almost embarrassed to say that the Mental Diet has been easy. I’ve done work like this before, so it’s not new and I’ve continue working on it. It’s  those judgements that make me pause. I wondered if I was being honest. Last night at class my “neighbor” said something and I felt a little annoyed. I observed my feelings for a few seconds and realized that I usually don’t get ruffled about what happens. I’m grateful that we are in a rural area where things are slower and kinder. People are almost always are helpful and polite to me. I guess I just expect it because I do it to them. KUDOS to everyone who lives in a busy place or has problems and finds the Diet difficult. I have been there and am grateful for my current situation.

All the exercises we are doing are REALLY making sense and beginning to work together. The compass in my pocket helps me remember to read the notes that are in there also. Until now I’ve carried it and wasn’t sure why. I’m no longer in the River of Dreams. I’m on the Road to Manifestation. 

As I’ve been reading Scroll II, I’ve had a problem with the phrase “I love the ugly for their souls of peace”. I just couldn’t say that. It seemed to wrong as I thought about it and so I substituted courage and now it seems right.  

As I finish up this week, I am excited  to see what other miracles will happen.

 

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MKMMA Blog 1 Karen Krill

Since I haven’t blogged before, I assume that I just write my thoughts and feelings.

The technology has been difficult, terriflying and awful. that being said for the last time, i need to change my thoughts. The “work” has been inspiring, magical. It makes me feel like I am “home”.

I have been panicked that I wouldn’t do this right and would’t be able to continue. I usually know I can succeed but in those cases it doesn’t really matter. Early this morning I fekt the needed tio read my email on my phone which is unusual. When I received Mark’s DMP and Davene’s comments, I clutched the phone to my heart and cried. So unusual. You can’t imagine how it feels to have support and help. I have been alone in my searching. I have great support in other areas but not here. (An interesting thing is that I just found out this evening that Roger Congdon who introduced me to Go90Grow is doing this too.) We are the only ones in our group. It’s wonderful to find like minded people.

I was so emtional when I read the Scroll that it took much longer. I read at a new level. Some of the phrases are so powerful that they take my breath away. I can visualize and feel them in my body/mind. The quiet sitting time is awesome and goes by too fast.

Davene, you mentioned in you DMA comments that you were taking a risk in saying that my language is on the negative side. Thank you so much because you are right. (I welcome any comments because that is how we grow). Generally I’m very positive, but these are my scared little child feelings. I can even see than in a box in my mind/body and the box has an opening now. It feel good to let them out.  I haven’t know to access  them. They have been there since I was young and I know when they came. What a miracle – things are happening. It’s also clear to me why I have trouble with technology. I felt that I’m not good at it and therefore. I’m not. The good news is that I’m taking Windows 7 and the Votec and it’s getting easier and may take Word, too. Amazing how the Master Keys work. Warner Erhardt said that things start happening the moment you make a commitment and it’s tue.

I have decided to go a daily blog just for me. I can make a hard copy with spaces to handwrite special things. This should make my weekly one easy.

“Today I swallow the seeds of success. I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man with a new life”. These words feel so good. Now it’s time to read for the night.

Hope this reaches you and thnak you.

Karen

Hope this reaches you and thank you. (Sorry this if late, but it was beyond me last night. Things clear up after a break.)